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males males males belajar gamau osce ga ngerti ga paham skripsi jg blm kesentuh laper mulu daritadi mau nonton bioskop aja mau olahraga mau tidur gamau belajar ga ngerti HFFFFFFFFTTTTTTTTTTTTTT---------------------
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wishful thinking
I've always been thinking that God will give me the best of everything, everything I ask for God will give me the very best of it, I believe in that, I believe in God's will, now, what brought me here? is this the answer? what should I do? did God put me in this to be the fixer? I don't know, but I know what I want, I'm following the stream, following what brings me joy and happiness hoping that I will get there, to the place where I should be, where God really has planned me to be. dear God, I believe you, don't make this path to be the path where I'll lose you, strengthen me, and accompany me.
happy birthday to me!
this is written on Sunday afternoon in a coffeeshop named Ethikopia- alone. lol, actually solitude is real bliss (well sometimes). working on my never-ending thesis :))) but I'm happy ehe I'm turning 21 today! and fyi . . gue mules, abis minum kopi, lg nahan mules bgt ini lol . . . let's see what will happen today. I got many birthday wishes today and some of them just feel, so sincere, well actually most of it does, thank you kind-hearted people, may God bless you guys always! (gabakal baca juga mereka tp pgn doain aja haha) td pagi2 bgt juga ditelfon mama sama papa, today can't be better! walaupun semalem ada yg membuat bete yah :) but it's okay! every cloud has a silver liningđź’› yg ini buruk rupa bgt sih...........
I realized
expecting kills, you're so drown in your own imagination that you don't realize you're run out of air.
an appreciation to life
gue kadang tiba-tiba sadar kalau I'm surrounded by such kind-hearted people, orang-orang baik yang suka bantu gue tanpa pamrih, kadang juga gue ngerasa I don't appreciate them enough. orang-orang yang ada di sekeliling gue adalah orang-orang yang tulus, tapi kadang keadaan yang bikin gue ga nyaman dikit langsung bikin gue lupa akan hal itu, why am I always seeking for my own comfort? ya mungkin itu emg human instinct, but why I feel so sinned by it? gue juga mau jadi orang yang selalu bisa bantu mereka, I'll be happy to do that, did I do that well enough? I'm blessed, beyond blessed even. but sometimes I forget that, I forget that Allah has given me with such great blessings, just because I don't feel as happy as I used to be. I wanna be more thankful, because my life is pretty much blessed, and sometimes I forget that fact.