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hi we meet again, whoever reading this.
how you got on my blog? haha whatever

so, first, remind me later to change my profile picture because it sucks okay,

again, whatever.

so, let me tell you. i am about to have national exam in couple weeks, worried?
yup, a bit. but i am more likely happy to know that high school is almost over. call me weird, but yeah i am glad it is almost over.

i dont know how i can survive another year of it.
not the best years of my life, except, i kinda enjoy the start of it. well, i actually love it.


i was......hm you can say, happy.
but you know, whateverrrrrr.

im kinda having awkward times you know, like when i consider people my good friends, and they start keeping secrets from me, not that kind of birthday surprise secret ofcourse. haha you kno what i mean.
maybe after all, i am the only one who is trying. idk, whatevs, at least i tried.

maybe one day i'll see the silver linings of it all. pay me back, God, please? give something good in the future. :) i think i can just hold on for a moment.

my life. is just. pathetic. be thankful it's not yours.