wishful thinking of the future

dear future self,
remember to always use soft tone to talk with your children,
don't get angry so easily at them, be understanding, and get them what they want when you're still capable of granting it.
be so open-minded that they can talk about everything with you every time they feel like it,
talk to them every single day, don't ignore them, and don't misunderstand them

cause you know how it feels to get none of the above,
upgrade yourself that your future children will never be lonely even with you're around, feel so distant even with you're near, feel like you have no interest in making them happy. never let them feel those feelings.

enough with the sorrow.

now let's move on with your future goal, self. shall we? hahaha
i hope you're doing good, happy, loved, and feel perky all the time.
i hope you get what you wanted which is working at pretentious private hospital (well, i hope it's siloam or maybe something better), but everything will do, you're in a journey it's fine
and have you found someone you feel so madly about? the one that makes your heart flutters every time you see him? i hope you have cause when i'm writing it right now there's no such thing. you don't love anyone, you don't even like anyone. yes, you did, but he just made you become such a fool.


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