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they may not always respond my stories or my words with the things I'd like to hear, but I think they say the words I need to hear

I think this is the time everybody feels the loneliness, well maybe not everybody, but I'm surely included. but I think it's okay, I need to do what I really want to do, I need to feel relaxed, it's okay. It keeps me back on the ground, after all, it's still the same. Just slightly different way, that's why I sense something odd, but it's still the same. pokoknya mah bersyukur aja atas semua yg terjadi, Alhamdulillah, Allah Maha Baik. :)

I stumbled, and then I grew, I failed, multiple times, I cried, hard, I got up, and then I grew, I've grown that I've known, life has never been easy, but it's always been beautiful.

korbankan, korbankan, jaga, perasaan mereka lebih penting dari kebahagiaanmu, aku juga ingin tertawa, tapi sedang merasa tak bisa, kapan ya aku kembali seperti sedia kala, yang semua hal bisa membuat bahagia, yang dipikirkan tidak ada apa-apa, kapan ya sepertinya aku sedang depresi, lebih menikmati saat sendiri, tapi aku harus kembali, karena aku bukanlah yang seperti ini kapan ya

hello! greeting from myself in 2017 wow, time sure flies doesnt it? i think i'm in depression state right now i'm not feeling myself lately i'm feeling overwhelming (in a bad way) with all of the people i know i know i shouldn't make this as a big issue, because it's not. but, i dont know. i think i'm just scared i'll be left with no one behind i want this term to end soon, i really hate this term. what's supposed to be a good thing, doesnt apply on me, it makes me feeling more confused and sad and lonely but bad times dont last right? kalau gue ngerasa sedih sampe lupa caranya ketawa dan balik lg jd ceria kayak biasanya dalam waktu yg lama, berarti gue bakal seneng dan bahagia jg dalam long period of time kan? itu kata bela sih, and it's nice to hear that. glad to know I have someone like her, someone I can always count on and someone to show all of my true colours to, someone who will always be there for me despite everything and...