getting older

as I’m getting older it’s harder for me to feel super comfy like I’m home with people, of course I can adjust, I think I’m good at that, but it’s just the feeling is not the same,

you can seem like you’re having fun but actually longing for something, it’s possible, and only you can know that, 

and how is it for you to find home at someone or something, only God knows how,

is it just me or the is it just same with everyone?

there’s still a faraway home not yet to be found