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I miss talking with my mom without feeling there's so much unfinished conflicts I have to say to her to resolve them,
I miss being able to talk to her about everything, when any thing can turn into something funny, now I just don't feel like initiating it.
I miss her being care of what I feel, I miss feeling we're on the same team.
I miss not being easily upset about what she thinks and having to take a deep breath and just forget I never heard it.

maybe what they say it's true, that your parents change as they grow old,
but can I meet her again?
all I think about is that I miss my mom,

and I don't know where to run to.