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sad

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malem ini lg sedih. karena berasa ngecewain org yg gue hormati bgt dan look up to. yaaa orgnya jg gabakal sadar sih, tp gue sgt menghormati residen bm yang ngebimbing gue, kiko, sama agis selama 4 hari kita di sardjito. trs karena suatu hal gitu, kita kayak ngecewain beliau. trs mellow gt pgn minta maaf. besok ya mungkin, ini udh malem. tp takut gabisa tidur dah hahaha :" trs ditambah lg ini: me & my random questions at my dad. lol

a favour

dear, self please do yourself a favour and do not burden yourself with limits you make yourself. you have no limits, you are unstoppable, just keep trying, keep moving. semangat! jangan minder sm kemampuan diri sendiri, fah.

just me pouring my heart out

priorities, priorities. I am now typing this as 23 years old Afifah, who knows years from now I will read this again and idk maybe just reminiscing and being simply grateful? Idk yet. priorities, priorities. I really thank Allah because idk when it started to hit me, but I am being more and more self-aware, I know what I really want and what I don't. I know what I can tolerate and otherwise. I'm not being a fomo person, like who I was back then. I don't do forcing myself to be in moments I even like anymore. I'm grateful. I'm loving myself more, and I prioritise myself more. now that I know what I really want; first, I really want to get my degree as a dentist as soon as possible and start making money, because my friends had started it like from 2 years ago. then I wanna study psychology, like really enroll master degree I think about it? but before that, I wanna be an endodontist, it seems like too much to plan, too hard to reach, but I know what I want, a...
Allah is The Kindest of All.

I feel you, Michelle.

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